Earnestly, it might have been too much work for a first time doc maker. Thirteen hours of television doesn't make itself, after all. I didn't become a film prodigy upon eruption.
I think what I'm going to do is put it on the back burner and find another subject that interests me. Maybe something fictional instead. Maybe a nature doc where people aren't constantly looking at the camerawoman.
Thanks for the kind words, all, but I knew this was a possibility. Movies and TV take a thousand little miracles to get onto the screen at all, let alone in an enjoyable form. I'm not too upset over it. It'll get done if it's meant to.
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