I'm not of the correct mind at the moment to say anything more. I'm too emotionally drained.
All of you... I'm sorry. I don't know if any of you will accept my sincere apology, but I need time to, re-allign my priorities... And piece back together my fragile mind. They're saying a couple of months. Quite frankly, I'm glad it will take time. The slower, the better.
I'm scared... Of what's to come... Of what demons I may uncover in my own psyche...
Take care of yourself. We all need time to recover at some point or another.
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"The science of spiritual alchemy is all a matter of the uniform energy of basic harmony, from which a wealth of transformations evolve." -Yu Yuwu
I don't know... Seems safe enough. And I'm not officially "committed", so I can leave any time... Although, do you know of anywhere else I can go? I doubt it... I've never felt more in control than when I'm here. I guess that's the first step I keep getting told about, but... I'm still not sure... But, thanks to everyone who's pulling for me on this. Even Condomble. Perhaps once I can get my damned head straight, we can continue a more civil conversation.
Jager, don't worry about me. Please. I'll be fine. Well... I'll soon be fine. :p