Looking back it was easy.

Killing was easy. Seeing them face to face, and watching the life drain form their eyes. It is not a soul changing test. It happens and you move on. I have killed countless people, and I do not lose any sleep over it. I know that if I did not kill them they would have killed me. That still is not the easy part about killing. No, the knowing that it either them or you is not what keeps the demons down. The fact is there is no demons. At least for me No the easy part come from this. We are all going to die. You embrace that fact, and you live your life. You do go day to day just trying to get by. You live. because one day you will die, and that day maybe today.

Now the hard part is how not to kill. How not to look at the world and know that no one is beyond replacement. It is hard to see the grains of sand when you have walked the desert. It is hard to see a person and think they should live forever. Because you know that one day that person will die.