Sometimes it's just so beautiful that I can't stop the tears. I can split mountains wide open with a thought, and I can stop the same mountain splitting bolt before it reaches my body, but that is not the real gift. The real gift is what I see.

Have you ever looked at a painting or a landscape and been so deeply touched that you started crying? If not you will not be able to understand. I can see the energy patterns surrounding and penetrating everything, it's these very same patterns of energy from which I draw the power to do everything else I am now capable off. If anyone gave me the choice between being able to do those things or to be able to view those patterns I wouldn't think twice.

Sometimes like a symphony. Perfectly orchestrated always on cue. Sometimes it's sheer chaos. Brutally violent, but always beautiful.
At times…

Wow, that was beautiful. The electrons dancing in the magnetic field surrounding the planet. Performing stunts no mortal could ever duplicate.

I have no doubt that I will eventually be driven to the brink of sanity and beyond, but believe me it's worth it.

8 minutes. That's what it takes for the energy to reach the earth from the sun. It's a magnificent journey, but one not easily undertaken. I've done it once, and it's something I'll never forget. Bathing in energy beyond man's recognition. All man has ever been able to do is to store some of that energy, and to make it harder for it to leave the athmosphere. However tragic it may seem it's quite fascinating watching it struggle to leave. To see how the earths ecology is bombarded with energy that it can't even hope to absorb.

No I will never willingly give up the ability to watch these things, it just wouldn't be worth it.

As soon as you are able to perceive it you should be able to manipulate it. That off course also depends on you. You see; the only thing stopping you is yourself. You may not believe it but you are your most powerful enemy.
Your mind is a barrier that you have to blast through, don't be afraid to use full force, the rewards are plentiful.

Take it from me, don't forget to bring a handkerchief.