Perhaps I let RL stuff cloud my judgement. Perhaps my Irish temper got out of line. Perhaps I was just one big a**hole. Chosen was right, I was out of line, and I am sorry. I've had alot of issues on me and I shouldn't have taken it out on you guys. I was completely out of line and I apologise for it. I gave everybody the finger and I know it, and it was probably the worst thing I've done in a short time. So, I am sorry I took it this far.

I know that won't do much to mend some bridges I've burned, and I can bet even odds Chosen isn't too pleased with my behavior, but I swear, it wasn't pointed at any one individual. I was ranting, and it got me into alot of trouble. So, I am sorry I went this far. It seems instead of asking for help I just went off, and that was inapropriate.

All I'm asking is forgiveness or perhaps at the very least some mercy.

((And here I go using a character to post OOC again... >.<))

This is the thrid time you have said your gone.So, really,stay and point out flaws,work to change them,or leave.Don't do this again.

Signy, This is only the second time.

Still, sounds like crying wolf.

Signy, I'm already eating crow, don't make this worse.

I'm glad to see you staying around.

Look, I know there was a time once before where I foreswore the OpNet side of the boards and focussed on the OOC and social aspects of the boards here. I came back into it. Now I know I really can't stay away from here for very long anyways. It just sucks that one of my lesser moments ended up here and not where it needed to be. I shouldn't have took it out on N! Prime and the people here, and really, the problems I have are minor and can be easily handled. I don't know... I got such a damned short temper it's surprising I have any friends.

Everyone needs to vent once in a while. I've retired from the online game I play twice, and had to go back each time - sometimes you need a break, whereas sometimes you just need to get rid of some tension.

I'd suggest it's far better, though, to get rid of it privately (PM/ICQ/AIM/whatever people here use) than to do it publicly, unless you can phrase it constructively. But it looks like that's been drilled in already