Yeah, right here. Leave Golden Gabe's thread alone.

Warning - I get coarse in this thread.



Sweetheart, even your attempts to apologize are slaps in the face. I'll just assume you're young, cause no one who's been through any period of life talks shit like you do. Unless they're stupid or total dicks.

I don't have to tell you or anyone why I fuck men and women on camera for money. We're all consenting adults, and some of us aren't here because Daddy raped all the self esteem out of us at the age of fourteen. Yeah, I've heard all the stories, and you won't believe how many people have quietly taken me aside and offered to save me from my personal traumas.

My parents are good people who worked hard to get away from their personal hell in Haiti. They worked hard to raise their kids in a foriegn land. They had nothing to do with my choice in career, so I don't even want to hear that suggested.

So I'm giving ya'll the chance to stand up and call me a whore. Let's get it over with. I'm a fucking porn star. I'm a dirty tramp.

But you leave it all here, in this thread. And I don't ever wanna see disparaging remarks about my life anywhere but here. Fuck, ya'll can post here as long as you want - put up pages and pages of 'slut,' 'whore' and my personal favorite, 'the skinny bitch with the echo between her legs.' But leave the rest of the threads clear of this shit.

When you say: "attack", is that a request in code for a date?

Echoing Slate, when you say "Attack" do you mean Hit on you as bad as we can?

Why do men always think of sex first?

Darlin' you are aces in my book.

No complaints here either. Indeed, no complaints.

It actually takes a lot of courage to bring up subjects like this. I guess having a node helps with that end of things.

Don't worry, Caramel. I think you're a very nice person.

God, I hope so. Whatever her question is, my answer is "Yes"!

It goes back to Adam and Eve or something.

I am sorry if I offended you yet again. I merely am interested in why you are the way you are. If you see yourself as whore then so be it, but even whore do things that some people say are needed. I think the problems with "whores" is in legal areas. I do not think it is a moral one. At least when coming down to each person. Even on the large scale it is more a issue with laws all but forcing the unmoral part of it.

Now, I will say no more of this. I will end with this, Caramel I am sorry. I hope that one day when I am older,I will be wiser. By the way I am sixteen, and I have thought of doing many things you do. In a since if you are guilty of any sin, then so am I. So, please let me ask humbly of your forgiveness. I am but a young child in a wild brave and scary new world. I am honestly scared and I have been told that I am taking it out on those who are around me.

Oh, goodness, I went for a run, and I come back to find all this niceness. You know, you guys really don't have be nice. I've been called names before, and frankly, I stopped caring years ago. If they weren't mocking me for being a porn star, they'd be mockin' me for being black. Someone's always gonna make fun of you.

Catalyst, hon, I'm going to give you the best advice anyone can get. And it won't matter what field of work you go into, this advice will serve you well: "Less is more. And that goes double for runnin' your mouth."

Sa bon pou ou; got it, pitit?

I will think on those words.

I am curious Miss Bath. How has the industry affected your personal life? Is Amore a peasurable persuit for you still or has it become just a job?

Caramel, what boggles my mind is the number of people who would speak ill of you and your chosen profession, but don't think twice about being 'okay' with elites. With me, its the person, not the profession that matters.
Catalyst, when you pre-judge people all you are really doing is selling yourself short. You miss the opportunity to get to know people different than yourself and grow. To date, every new nova I've met has been a positive experience for me. I think its going to be that way for a long, long time.

That's a good attitude to have, sugar. All my favorite people think like that.


Actually, honey, I split them into two. The sex I have in the studio is my job, and it's sometimes a lot of work. It's not always fun; sometimes it's uncomfortable or boring. And it's almost never what I want to be doing.

Sexual intercourse with my partner is different. I don't do anything I don't want to, and the pleasure of myself and my partner comes before what some director thinks.

Make sense?

Do you ever have problems with the two sides coming in to conflict? Does work ever infringe upon your love life?

Does your lover (boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/whatever) have difficuty dealing with the fact that you have sex with others (even though that sex is nothing like the fantasy portrayed in the movies)?

If I am being too personal please forgive me. I am a naturally curious person and I mean no offense.

Well, right now, I'm not in a relationship, so it doesn't pose any significant issue. It has in the past, and I've lost a couple of partners who knew going into the relationship but couldn't deal with it. Worse are the partners who worry constantly that they can't match what you're getting at work.

And don't worry - I'll just refuse to answer if I don't like the question.

Well, I'm glad to know I'm not offending you on my first day of posting

You know if my, whatever, were bedding down with pornstars I think I would feel a little self cousious. It's not like those guys are hired on for their personalities if you know what I mean. I think it would be hard for any guy not to feel at least a little intimidated.

So, how does one get into the industry anyways?

Well, darling, you need to talk to a producer, see if he thinks you've got what it takes. Then you guys work out a deal.

As a nova, you'll get one movie, probably without question. If that one does well, you could get more. Andre Corbin got in pretty easily. No pun intended. If you want, I can PM you contact information for my producer. Would you like that?

I'm just being nosey actually. Besides, who wants a homely, four armed, eleven foot tall giant pawing them?

Sugar... it doesn't matter what the girls want. It's what the fans want. And some of them will pay big money for that.

And sweetie, it's not about how you look. Have you seen Ron Jeremy? With your height, and four arms, you'll be a hit.

Hmmm...well, I could sure use the money. You know what? Why not! How many time do you get to live your life over, right?

Alright, sweetie. I'll be sending you the information.

You use your body for money and you are a whore, not an artist.

Live with it or learn a decent profession.

I do live with it, sweetie, every day. This thread was started to let people jump me if they wish, but frankly, I didn't care one way or another.

Speaking of faults, are you always this slow? Everyone else passed this subject by weeks ago.

I am a recent arrival. And how could I pass up such an opportunity?

Well, then, welcome to the boards, sugar. And I know that men can't stop paying me attention, but maybe something a little more complimentary next time, hmm?

Right here.

Are you sure about that? You never know how far someone will go.

You're a sweetheart. *kisses*

Who are you talking about sugar? Alpie or me? In other words, who is never sure about what?